Thursday, December 30, 2010

Toys, Family, and Sleeping.......

Oh the bloggity blog blog of it all… Doesn’t it just suck when all you want to do is sleep, but you made this promise that you have to keep before you’re able to? Well that’s me. Right now. And because of you guys! See how devoted to you I am? You should worship the very ground I walk on! (Yes. Seriously…worship…not.) Anyway. I’m exhausted beyond belief. I didn’t sleep last night because of the stress and today I haven’t slept either. So to clarify. I’m FREAKING TIRED! Just in case you didn’t get the idea. So, in short. This blog shall be even shorter than the one before. I can hear your collective gasps already. I’m sure this has killed you. You have my sincerest apologies.


The Past:

Ah…the past again. Where were we? Oh yes, spoiled brat. Well added to being spoiled, I also got a lazy eye when I went to kindergarden, and no one knew why. But it effected me greatly. Kids were mean and did not want to be my friend because I looked weird. I gradually became more and more desperate for friends and used my many toys to impress the kids, and sometimes even gave the precious toy away to someone, so that they would be my friend. Lame? Yes. (Why yes, I was that pathetic child that no one wanted to talk to as a kid).

The Present:

Wow…what can I even say here besides. HE’S HERE! My boyfriend is here!! My family, who has never met him, seem to like him a lot. Aside from my mother, who does not like the idea of him living in the same house as me. While I can see this logic…I still feel a little indignant about it. Ah well.

The Future:

What do I want for the future? I would say that what I want in the future, at this very moment, is to be able to go to the same college as my boyfriend…I know it seems selfish. But it is what I want. I just don’t want to be without him. I never want to have to live without him again. But alas, my lovelies, I’m literally falling asleep writing this. I hope and pray that your days are blessed. Take care my little stalkers!

~Nicole

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