Sometimes choices are easy...sometimes they're hard; but most of the time they are difficult. I'm facing some very difficult choices at the moment...mainly reguarding friendships. I have some very close friends that are depending on me more than they are the Lord. Spending more time with me than the Lord. This breaks my heart. Not because I want them away from me, but because I'm before my amazing God. Why should I be put ahead of Him! My loving God who's only desire is to give them love and spend time with them.
Now my choice stands. Do I continue on this path with my friends and lead them away from Him unintentionally? Or do I stand and fight my own selfish desires and cut down the time I spend with them dramatically? If I remove myself, and keep myself distant, but still there, I can better help them. I can encourage them to seek the Lord when I'm not there....
*sigh* I never want to lose my friends...but I don't want the Lord to lose them more.
~Nicole ♥
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